I’m gonna clear you out of my head
I tried to tear you out of my heart
I tell everyone I am through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it’s just another pretty lie
'Cause I freak out
Every time you come around
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
I'm falling again
You'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go again
You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
But you're always showing up
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
I'm falling again I’d think that by now you'd know
'Cause here we go go go again
And again, and again, and again, and again, and again
I tried to forget
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
But here we go again
Should have known better in trying to let you go
'Cause here we go again

Hihi again. See? I told you that I'll post soon. =D lol... and yes, I'm sure you guys know me well enough to know who I'm talking about this time... =)

Sweet dreams..

Hey guys! Been a long time since i actually posted something. And you know what? I think I seriously have to let something out this time. No holding back. Kay? =) Here goes.

What we've been through this 1 year and 9 months means nothing now that you've gone this far. I don't care what the fart you think now. Don't like me? Well, me either. You and your pathetic boyfriend can go pda for all I care. Hey, who knows? You're either gonna break up jus before the exams and come crying to us again, or.. continue your sluty life and get caught next year. Either way, you're dead. Hmph. And I thought you'd really change. I gave you so many chances, but what did you do? You just rolled your eyes at me, gave me the cold shoulder. I really can't stand you anymore. You're so selfish, selfish enough to just throw your people closest to you away just to have a pretty boy. God, are you even a christian? Pfft. I bet your flirting with muiltple people I can think of right about now. I'm sure that you know what's been happening between us all, so now your emoing on us. The shit is your problem? Either I'm paranoid, or you're a fagging despo prostitute to fuck every guy on earth with your massive chest of yours and your bitchy clothes. I dont know how to describe what you've done to me. So to put it simplier, here's a part of a song, specially dedicated to you. Be grateful.

If I'm a bad person, You don't like me.
Well I guess I'll make my own way,
It's the circle, A mean cycle.
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Yeah, The friends who stuck together.
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
Well You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I'll guess I'll go.
I'll be best on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a war.
No, it's not a rapture.
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that, that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Well, Now I can fend for myself.
Ignorance is your new best friend!
Ignorance is your new best friend!
Ignorance is your new best friend!
Ignorance is your new best friend!
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.

Next post coming soon! Btw, my new swear word is FART. =D

How you feel about yourself now (The Hermit)

You may be feeling lonely at this time or going through a period of introspection. If you are struggling to find answers to your questions give it time, they will come. This is a time for prudence and patience. If you have been unwell this is a time for rest and recuperation.

What you most want at this moment (The Sun)

The cards suggest Scylla, that what you most want at this time is some joy and pleasure in your life, perhaps a long needed holiday in the sun to re-charge your batteries. You may have been through a period of challenges or a time of limbo and inactivity. The Sun heralds an ending to difficulties and a time to celebrate with friends and loved ones, a time of pleasure and good news around children or the conception or birth of a longed-for baby.

Your fears (Death)

You are afraid of experiencing turbulent and catastrophic change, as we all are, yet challenging such transformation in our lives helps create brand new opportunities. If you are experiencing or have just experienced losing a job, a bereavement, divorce or the end of a relationship, these changes will allow brand new opportunities into your life.

What is going for you (The Moon)

Despite the fear and bewilderment you feel, and the seeming difficulty of the path you have chosen, keep going - all will eventually turn out fine. The Moon is a good omen if you are in a clandestine affair; it also shows us how to be open to new and unexpected possibilities.

What is going against you (Judgement)

If you allow fear to stop you from taking a chance or a new possibility then you will lose out. Do not ignore the new opportunities being presented to you - a decision, new job or relationship could change your life for the better. Do not refuse change when change at this time is vital - feel the fear and do it anyway. Outcomes may well be delayed, however this is a time for positive action and not passiveness.

Outcome (The Star)

This is a time of good luck and fortune, perhaps after a period of struggle and heartache. Good health, possibly after a time of illness, and good fortune that will give you a new zest of life. If considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!

haha... it's actually kinda encouraging me in a way to just give all i have for tomorrow... if you guys are wondering what on earth is going to happen tomorrow, well... let's keep it a secret now shall we? You'll most probably find out when im whining about how all this happened in the first place. =) Goodnight!

Sweet dreams.. I will just hope for the best.....

I've forgotten how long it has been
since I've heard your voice
I've thought about it for a long time
And I start to panic
have I done something wrong?

You showed me signs
And I could not possibly believe that fairytales exist
I can't possibly be your princess
Maybe you can't understand
I had hope before
And the stars in my sky has lightened up

I'm willing to be
that angel you love inside my fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
I must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale

I want to be
that angel you love inside my fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
I must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale

Let's write our ending together

Edited so it sounds abit weird now... Lol.. If you're wondering, I just got addicted to this song.. XD Anyways, i'm trying to find a webbie for the english version of Tong Hua. So far, I didn't get anything useful. All of them are all chinese version. OH! I almost forgot, National Day clebration is tomorrow. And guess what? The school changed the half day to a full day. So its just half day celebration and the rest of the day still need to study... z.z.... wtf man... Ok, nvm... I shall just post a ""beloved"" song for Singapore soon... heh heh heh... XD

Goodnight~

Hey guys! lol... Ok I guess I can finally say this.
I have gotten over him!! XD YESH!!! How, you ask? Actually I have no idea.. Well, we hardly talk. And I kinda hated him for a moment. XD lol... Well anyways.... I shall talk about last friday and this week. =D

Friday 17 June
Clarice was sick but she walked during the 10 rounds. lol... After thats done, I went down to buy 100 plus. When I came up, the girls were with coach talking cause there is a new girl! YAY! Year 1. =) Anyways, I stroked with her for a short while before doing smash net footwork. After 6 sets was done, Girls had to do alternate smashing and 6 of the boys went to smash coach while 2 others alternate smashing. We rested for a while after we did about half an hour of that. Then, it's the girls turn to smash coach. I made ALOT of mistakes man... First is cross drop, net, smash then net again. Sigh... Oh wells. After a few games or so, coach was giving a ride to the new girl and Ivy. WHen he said bye to us, we were wondering why the 2 was following him. So in the end, we all (girls) got a ride out/home except for Ivy. Its reallly funny when Ka shing went "Bye girls!" And Clarice went "Bye boys!" XDXD I was sitting infront cause I was the last person to drop. Coach dropped the new girl at the traffic light where she met Ivy. Very funny. lol... NExt was of course, Clarice. Then, coach threatened me to pay him fare for driving me home. XD Of course I didn't la... I only had 40 cents left that time.. XD And I ALMOST left me phone in his car... XP lol....

Monday 20 June
Today we juniors had to go for training to replace the seniors that went for camp. Started at 5 went back at 7. Damn tiring.. And I didn't warm up properly. Ran 10 rounds STRAIGHT, no stopping. Went down to buy 100 plus again. lol. After that, 6-point footwork 6 sets again. Omg man.. Got last 3 times... But coach only lemme do one punishment: 20 push-ups. I was soooo tired. Had to do female one.. After that, did lobing with Ka Shing. Sometimes can lob, sometimes can't. Sigh.. Anyways, Desmond, Joel and a year 1 guy, did 3 men lobing. It's like 2 vs 1. 10 min lobing each. Raynald was stroking with coach. After the 30 min lobing, coach called me and Ka Shing to smash net with him. Half court. Thank goodness it was.. My smash improved a little. According to coach, my netting is almost like him. XD lol he said that cause my nets was hard to take. hehehe... Kim was there too. lol.. Raynald join soon after and we did rally. Punishment, 3 kangaroo jumps. XDXD Rest for a while again, then have to go smash Ka Shing. He wanted to train on his blocks, then I train on meh smashes. The first few was easy to take, then lets just say, I really improved a little for my smashing... Hehehehehe... XD

YOSH! lol..... hey guys. ^^ relieved a big deal of anger quite a while ago and meanwhile, I found a song. Quite old... I think.... XD But it's nice... this should be my new favourite song... lol... Anyways... been reading Kaicho Wa Maid-Sama lately... DAMN CUTE LA!!! If interested in manga go read on onemanga or mangafox. =D Enjoy the song. ^_^

Sweet dreams...

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset


Sweet dreams~! ♥

Nice??

Haha... lol... anyways, gonna have ALOT of OMGs tomorrow. XD I wonder if I should post this pic on facebook.... haha... ok oh, and sorry I forgot to post about the Korea trip... But most of you should already know by now right??? XD

Nicole 26 May 1995.
Gemini.
Year 8 of studying.
ACS International.
Student of class 2Z.

Loves
Color: Black. White. Silver.
Food: Japanese.
Drink: Peach tea. Chrysanthemum. Milk tea.
Music: Heavy Metal- kamelot. Nightwish. Symphony X. Evanescence.
Rock- Linkin Park. Simple Plan. Paramore. Click 5.
Punk Rock- Avril Lavigne.
R&B- Rihanna.
J-Pop- On/Off. Hey Say Jump! Kanon Wakeshima.
Subjects: Geography. Chinese. PE.
Movies: Dark Knight. Hell Boy 2. Jumper. Kungfu Panda. Death Note 3. Anime. Manga.

Hates
Backstabbers. bitches. bastards. retards. class. chilli. curry.
THAT MOTHERFUCKER.

Wishes
life not to be so complicated.
life not to be so messy.
to turn back time.
to see the light again.
to truly smile once again.


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Claire
Hannah
Faye
Kanchilicious
Yuva
Akachi Yuuki [Sarah Samosir]
Akari
Amber
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Junyi
Vampire Knight


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life not to be so complicated.
life not to be so messy.
to turn back time.
to see the light again.
to truly smile once again.

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Thank you for understanding.